It's been 1 month and 2 days..and i can still feel the pain. At first i said to myself that i can easily forget it, i can live my life like what i did before, i thought it was not hard as it was but now i feel like dying every single day. i consider myself like living dead person. I don't feel anything just PAIN. Every time that i remember everything i can't stop myself crying. I tried everything to make myself busy and not to think of it it still in the end of the day i end up crying. Every night i pray to the god and asked him what is the real purpose of these? Is this is worth fighting for? sometimes i questioned him for giving me trial like this. I don't want to be mad its just i felt so weak and i don't know if i can still stand it. I'm wishing everyday that this has an ending. Part of me was on him and i'm still hoping one day it might change everything.
Setyembre 14, 2011
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